Todo lo que decir antes de ir

August 23rd, 2008 by jamieng

Si No Te Hubieras Ido (If You Weren’t Gone) - Mana

Te extraño mas que nunca y no se que hacer
I MISS YOU MORE THAN EVER AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
despierto y de recuerdo mal amanecer
I WAKE UP AND REALIZE I’M BADLY AWAKEN
espera otro dia por vivir sin ti
I WAIT ANOTHER DAY TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU
el espejo no miente me veo tan diferente
THE MIRROR DOESN’T LIE ABOUT HOW DIFFERENT I LOOK
me haces falta tu
(WHEN) I’M WITHOUT YOU

La gente pasa y pasa siempre van y van
PEOPLE PASS AND PASS ALWAYS LEAVE AND LEAVE
el ritmo de la vida me parece mal
THE RHYTHM OF LIFE I THINK IS BAD
era tan diferente cuando estabas tu
IT WAS SO DIFFERENT WHEN U WERE HERE
si que era diferente cuando estabas tu
YES IT WAS DIFFERENT WHEN U WERE HERE

No hay nada mas dificil que vivir sin ti
NOTHING IS MORE DIFFICULT THAN LIVING WITHOUT YOU
sufriendo en la espera de verte llegar
I SUFFER FROM WAITING TO SEE YOU ARRIVE
el frio de mi cuerpo pregunta por ti
THE COLD OF MY BODY ASKS FOR YOU
y no se donde estas
AND I DON’T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE
si no te hubieras ido seria tan feliz
IF YOU WEREN’T GONE I WOULD BE SO HAPPY

No hay nada mas dificil que vivir sin ti
THERE IS NOTHING MORE DIFFICULT THAN LIVING WITHOUT YOU
sufriendo en la espera de verte llegar
I SUFFER FROM WAITING TO SEE YOU ARRIVE
el frio de mi cuerpo pregunta por ti
THE COLD OF MY BODY ASKS FOR YOU
y no se donde estas
AND I DON’T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE
si no te hubieras ido seria tan feliz
IF YOU WEREN’T GONE I WOULD BE SO HAPPY

La gente pasa y pasa siempre van y van
PEOPLE PASS AND PASS ALWAYS LEAVE AND LEAVE
el ritmo de la vida me parece mal
THE RHYTHM OF LIFE I THINK IS BAD
era tan diferente cuando estabas tu
IT WAS SO DIFFERENT WHEN U WERE HERE
si que era diferente cuando estabas tu
YES IT WAS DIFFERENT WHEN U WERE HERE

No hay nada mas dificil que vivir sin ti
THERE IS NOTHING MORE DIFFICULT THAN LIVING WITHOUT YOU
sufriendo en la espera de verte llegar
I SUFFER FROM WAITING TO SEE YOU ARRIVE
el frio de mi cuerpo pregunta por ti
THE COLD OF MY BODY ASKS FOR YOU
y no se donde estas
AND I DON’T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE
si no te hubieras ido seria tan feliz
IF YOU WEREN’T GONE I WOULD BE SO HAPPY 

Todo Cambio (Everything Changes) - Camilia

Todo cambio…cuando te vi (oh oh oh)
EVERYTHING CHANGED ..WHEN I SAW YOU (OH OH OH)
De blanco y negro a color.. Me converti
FROM WHITE AND BLACK TO COLORFUL..I’VE CHANGED

Y fue tan facil
IT WAS SO EASY
Quererte tanto
TO LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Algo que no imaginaba
SOMETHING I NEVER IMAGINED
Fue entregarte mi amor
WAS TO DELIVER MY LOVE TO YOU
Con una Mirada….oh nonononooo
WITH ONE LOOK…OH NONONONOOO

Todo temblo
EVERYTHING TREMBLES
Dentro de mii (yeh)
INSIDE OF ME (YEH)
El universo escribio que fueras para mii (ooooo)
THE UNIVERSE SAID HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME

Y fue tan facil
AND IT WAS EASY
Quererte tanto
TO LOVE YOU SO MUCH
Algo que no imaginaba
SOMETHING I NEVER IMAGINED
Fue perderme en tu amor
WAS TO BE LOST IN YOUR LOVE
Simplemente paso
IT JUST HAPPENED
Y todo tuyo ya soy
AND NOW I’M ALL YOURS

[Chorus]
Antes que pase mas
BEFORE MORE
Tiempo contigo amor
TIME WITH YOU PASSES

Tengo que decir que eres el amor de mi vida
I HAVE TO SAY THAT YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
Antes que te ame mas
BEFORE I LOVE YOU MORE
Escucha por favor
LISTEN PLEASE
Dejame decir que todo te di
LET ME SAY THAT I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING
Y no hay como explicar
AND THERE IS NO WAY TO EXPLAIN
Pero menos notar
BUT NO DOUBT
Simplemente asi lo senti
IT IS JUST THE WAY I FEEL

Cuando te vi (wooo)
WHEN I SAW YOU (WOOO)

Me sorprendio
i WAS SURPRISED
Todo de ti (oooo)
EVERYTHING OF YOU (OOOO)
De blanco y Negro al color
FROM WHITE AND BLACK TO COLORFUL
Me converti
I CHANGED

Se que no es facil
IT WAS NOT EASY
Decir te amo
TO SAY I LOVE YOU
Yo tampoco lo esperaba
NEITHER DID I EXPECT IT
Pero asi es el amor
BUT LOVE IS LIKE THAT

Simplente paso
IT JUST HAPPENED
Y todo tuyo ya soy
AND NOW I’M ALL YOURS

[Chorus]
Antes que pase mas
BEFORE MORE
Tiempo contigo amor
TIME WITH YOU PASSES
Tengo que decir que eres el amor de mi vida
I HAVE TO SAY THAT YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

Antes que te ame mas
BEFORE I LOVE YOU MORE
Escucha por favor
LISTEN PLEASE
Dejame decir que todo te di
LET ME SAY THAT I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING
Y no hay como explicar
AND THERE IS NO WAY TO EXPLAIN
Pero menos notar
BUT NO DOUBT
Simplemente asi lo senti
IT’S JUST THE WAY I FEEL
Cuando te vi
WHEN I SAW YOU

Todo cambio
EVERYTHING CHANGED
Cuando te vi
WHEN I SAW YOU

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Memoria dulce

August 15th, 2008 by jamieng

Just got these from Jean yesterday though they were taken about 2 years ago..

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At Victoria Institution IU night.

Well, I have to say that I’m glad Jean is still keeping them, because, honestly, i don’t have many pictures with Freddy.=)

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See how fast time passes? Aih…

Today my colleague said that he thought I was older than him. He’s TWENTY FOUR!! How could i possibly look older than him?=( I then asked my boss how old she thinks I am, she said 20+. =S Sigh. Oh, she did say ALL OF US look that age though, so it’s not just me=) LoL.

I met up with my "brazilian" friend (Jerome) last Tuesday during lunch time. Despite all the advices against it (since he’s afterall a cyber friend), we had lunch together at Zanmai. He bumped into an ex-colleague there, and instantly I had an inkling that his friend would probably think that’s something between us (No, there isn’t!) LoL, yesterday Jerome told me what her friend said about me when they talked on skype.
Well she said that I’m very cute (wheeeeeee) but very young (probably she meant ‘for Jerome’). Then she said that she hopes her daughter would grow up cute like me (muahahaha). However, she then added that she would prefer her daughter to be intelligent actually (Jerome said she probably thinks i’m dumb=[ ).

Finally I’m kinda done with my application. Waiting for the offer letter now=) Shall be leaving to India at the end of Sept if i get accepted. Jamie the dentist? Haha, yes, be surprised.

I’ll be a good one, I promise=)

Thedentist

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Silicon or no silicon?

August 11th, 2008 by jamieng

Recently i have been a watching a chinese series called "Dicey Business". Then came an episode about a lady wanting to have a breast implant. It reminded me of a conversation i had with a friend. He asked me what i think about breasts enlargement. I said natural’s the best while he said he doesn’t really mind as long as they’re not overly large.

I am seriously curious if men actually like implanted breasts or they do mind them.

As far as i am concerned, implanted and natural breasts feel different. Besides the feel, i personally think that natural breasts look more seductive. Seriously. I don’t get how men get attracted to over sized breasts. 

 Anyone care to enlighten me?

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Joliemadamebrazilianbikini

 

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A once forgotten tale.

August 1st, 2008 by jamieng

                    Tear

                                            My treasure lays
                                                in between
                                             those particles.

                                                 In them
                                               they guard,
                                         the vague memories
                                          I once abandoned..
                                                   the
                                         indescribable feelings
                                                that once
                                                 painted
                                           the widest smile
                                                  I never
                                            could remake.

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What does your dream say?

August 1st, 2008 by jamieng

Siempre tengo sueño cuando trabajo. Que pena. Es muy aburido, en serio. Bueno, esta vez escribo en español porque quiero practicar mi español, no es porque no quiero las personas lee. Es muy dificil para mi a ir "online" en MSN porque usamos "wireless" sin contraseña. Entonses seguro que muchas personas "steal" nuestra linea. Loco, no puedo "online" despite pagamos para el conexion.

Hace dos noches "consecutive" tengo sueño de Luis. Despues de leí su mensaje en "Facebook", empiezo a le extraño. Tal vez no es cierto para mi a olvidar tan facil que pasó en estes cuatro y medio meses. "All of a sudden" yo quiero hablar con el. No puedo continuar a amar una persona que no le hablo. ¿Como? Creo que si no hay comunicacion, ¿no hay amor?

¿Que crees?

Goodnightssleep_5810

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¿Que Pasó Lately?

July 30th, 2008 by jamieng

I’m finally back in KL. Met up with some friends. Haven’t seen the rest, but i’m still looking fwd to that. Would be harder now considering that i’m working. I’ve been pigging around a lot lately. Putting on so much weight. Can’t resist the food though, all the tong sui’s especially. Well i’m guessing i’ll lose weight when i get to India, so no harm putting on so weight to be lost when i get over=P

My parents kept telling me to enjoy and eat as much as i could before leaving to India. INDIA. Well i cannot imagine how bad it’ll be studying there. Joanne seems alright over there. I’m working Mon to Fri every week. No time to work on my application for dentistry. I’m afraid. I’m worried i wouldn’t make it in time. I’ll stop working temporarily  after 19th of August. I bet i’ll get lectured by my parents when they find out that i’ll only get to work on my application after the 19th.=S

My job; telemarketing. Boring! Hurts my eyes too much looking at the screen for the whole day. Bleh. But the pay is not too bad.=) And more of my friends/Daph’s friends are working there, so it’ll be interesting.=) I’m still contemplating if i should get a cell for India. SHould I? Initially i decided not to use a cell over there, just like in Argentina, but my relatives said it’d be necessary. Well mayb it’ll be more convenient if i have a cell actually. Will ask Joanne and see what she says.

I was asked many times if i was local when i went for job interviews. LoL. I basically look:
i)Argentine
ii)Indonesian
iii)chindian

I miss my friends in Buenos Aires=( Lately they reminded me of how much fun we had together. It makes me sad thinking that we’ll not meet again.=(

Daph’s bday is tmr. Will try scouting for a gift later tonight, if my sis reaches home by 9pm=(

¡No quiero perder mi Español! (OK, that’s random. LoL)

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Hug, handshake or kiss?

July 22nd, 2008 by jamieng

My one and a half year stay in Argentina seemed shorter that it sounds. Maybe happy moments pass faster like what people
believe. I’ve really enjoyed the difference in culture over there. If you ask
me what I like most abt staying there, I would say going to an international
school. Studying in Lincoln has
taught me so much about the world and Buenos Aires
itself. Everything that happened there, all the people I’ve met, all the
significant lessons I’ve learnt in BA, I wouldn’t say would stay in my memory
forever, nevertheless, I’m happy it ever occurred in my life and becomes part
of my soon to be forgotten experience.

 

Many people asked me;“Do u prefer Malaysia or Argentina?”

I often answer them this way.
“I like Malaysia
for its food but I prefer Argentine culture.”

 

Why the culture u ask me. Well in Latin countries (and some European
countries too), people kiss each other’s cheeks when they meet. In some places
on both cheeks, but in Argentina it’s only the right cheek, and men do kiss men too. Why the culture? Well I enjoy
how they acknowledge each other’s presence. Yes, it may seem weird initially,
but it’s all about getting used to it. I admit tt sometimes I did get tired of
doing it, and sometimes I pretended not to see my friends just to avoid kissing
them. Well, I was just being lazy, it doesn’t mean that I dislike the culture.
Honestly, I do miss kissing people on the cheek now that I’m back in KL.
Sometimes I get tempted to kiss my friends when they bend over to hug me. So
far I’ve been able to resist it though.=)

 

I just read an article about dilemma in kissing, hugging or
a handshake in UK.
And if it’s a kiss, how many? The problem is, different people greet differently. I’ve experience some cases where i pulled back after one kiss but the other party offered a second kiss on the other cheek. So i bent over immediately for the second kiss.

Ok,i got this from the article. It’s a list of the number of kisses in diff countries.


Four:
Paris

Three: Brittany, Netherlands, Belgium (if other person 10 years older), Egypt, Russia, Switzerland
Two: Spain, Austria, Hungary, Greece, some parts of France
One: Belgium
Close friends and family only: Germany, Italy, Middle East (except between male friends)
Don’t try it: Japan (bow)

So which do u prefer?
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Cuando estoy sola…

July 22nd, 2008 by jamieng

Hace casi tres semanas desde vuelvo a malasia. Encontre
muchas personas y estoy muy contenta. Me gusta mucho salir con sola una persona
en un “outing” porque podemos hablar bien. Hoy vi los “missionaries” para la
segunda vez en MIdvalley. Quise mucho hablar con ustedes pero no lo hice. No se
porque, tal vez tuve miedo. Desde volvi, hable con muchos amigos de mi amigos,
entonses son “strangers” para mi, pero comunicamos bien. Tal vez mi “social
skills” esta mejor ahora.=)

 

Muchas personas me preguntaron si estoy nativa.. My familia
pensaron que tengo cara de Latina ahora. Jaja que bueno. Es me pelo creo que. Lo me gusta ahora.=)

 

Tengo muchos amigos ahora y siempre salgo; en realidad,
salgo cadar dia.Pero a veces cuando tengo tiempo libre, yo realizo que la
verdad es, yo no tengo nadie para amor y no tengo nadie cuando quiero compartir
mi “feelings”. A veces cuando salgo, yo quiero muchisimo un mano para “hold”.
Cuando estoy cansada, quiero muchisimo una persona que puedo embrazar. No
siempre tengo esta “feeling” porque estoy siempre ver muchos amigos y muy
preocupada. Creo que puedo “move on” muy facil. Yo siempre confio en este.
Pero, no se por que, cuando estoy con differente persona, yo digo la cosa
differente. Soy “hypocrite” ,confudido, o estoy me mentidiendo? Yo realmente no
se. Pero estoy seguro que en este momento, realmente quiero un hombre que puede
me acompaniar, un hombre que puedo confiar y un hombre que me ama mucho.

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¡Que raro!

June 3rd, 2008 by jamieng

Crosswalk

As I was googling to find out if the term "zebra crossing" actually exists or just another made up term by us Malaysians, i stumbled upon this interesting picture. A barcode "crosswalk" (as the Americans call it), as a form of advertisement. It’s pretty innovative, isn’t it? I’m proud to announce that i could identify the language, and thus short listed the countries down to 2, when i saw the word "liquidacáo". Can you do that? *evil laugh*
Well it’s in Portuguese, and the only countries i know of which speak Portuguese are
1) Portugal
2) Brazil

This crosswalk is found in Brazil, advertizing a store sale. I wish to visit Brazil!! NOt because of this crosswalk, of course. But for all the flip flops, for the beach, for all the cool stuff i heard they have, and definitely, to try the food.

"Curry-yo-key"
What the hell is that? Oh trust me, I had a hard time figuring out what that is. My econ teacher kept using that word and i had no idea what she was referring to, until when i finally went to her house and use a KARAOKE. =.=

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"Ka-ra-okay"

That how Malaysians pronounce it.
Great.
I’m glad i have never used that word over

here so far.
How embarassing would it be. LoL.



"Excellence is not a skill, it is an attitude" - Ralph Martson


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When your heart says it…

May 27th, 2008 by jamieng

I wrote to my principal in the name of my mom to leave school after my first block today. I was feeling a lil nervous about it. Who knows, the principal might be really smart to be able to distinguish the writing style of a parent and a student. But then, i felt relax after remembering how Luis always writes a letter and signs it himself in the name of his mom, and he always gets away with it despite his obviously child-like handwriting.

I had been sitting in front of the lap top for hours and hours, till the door bell finally rang. It was the gas man. He was here to bring back hot showers, warm nights and my ability to fill my growling tummy with hot un-microwaved food. They stepped in, and instantly it crossed me mind… "Oh snap! The house is a mess."

Well besides the stove being oily, unwashed dished in the basin and food everywhere on the table, it isn’t THAt bad u know? I seriously was wondering if i had to tip the maintenance guy who helped me settle this gas prob. I didn’t. However, i sort of remember that my house agent once told my family that we need to pay everytime i asked for the help of the maintenence guy. I haven’t been doing that. =S Maybe once. Maybe twice. But not always.

The other day my bro brought his friend over. ON th esame night i lost 50 pesos. I normally out my money on the iron board near my bed. That night i had 150 pesos on it. I had fallen asleep in front of the TV when my bro and his friend came back from badminton. My bro woke me up to tell me to sleep in my parents room. I got up, felling really groggy, went to my "open space" and saw a 100pesos. I quickly kept it in my drawer. And then, i realized 50 pesos was gone. I was searching every corner for it. It was gone. GONE. My 50 pesos. In th eday i believed i got conned downtown when i bought the heels for my prom. At night my money was missing. How nice. I was kinda suspecting my bro’s friend, but i didn’t ask him. It’s okay. I can live with that.

Met up with Jerome 2 days ago, a Malaysian who is temporary working in Brazil. He came to BA on sunday. He, my bro and i had dinner together that night. Luis was a lil jealous. He kept calling it a date. LoL.

SLEEPY!

I had a buffer competition today. I wouldn’t have done anything if Luis was not that desperate to win the comp. He wanted to beat Lucas and Jessica so badly. He had been working on the buffer calculation all weekend. He’d talk about it everytime he sees me. I would just be changing the topic or try hard to help him improvise his buffer. Anyhow, last night i decided to work on the buffer thingy after i was done with my homework. I was extremely sleepy, but i did what i promised Luis; since i know how much the comp means to him. He said he wants it as badly as i want the science award. That is a lot. I wanted to help him win it. This morning the competition took place. BOOM. His first buffer failed. The lab assistant was in a really bad mood, so i had to wait until she chilled before asking for what i want. A lil mixing here and there. My buffer was ready. BOOM. Luis’ second buffer didn’t work. And all of a sudden he pulled me out of the lab, telling me in a really nervous voice that he accidently poured away Lucas and Jessica’s buffers. *GASP* I could see how nervous he was. I was too, obviously. He finally told them about it and for a second they went crazy. And then they said it was alright. It was an accident after all. BUt initially they accused Luis of doing it intentionally to win the comp. Luis felt really bad. He was already sad that his buffers didn’t work. And then i had to leave school right after the comp. I had to leave him alone in school feeling miserable.=S I felt bad, but i had to leave.

I have no idea what to do with my hair for prom. I have no idea how i’m going to make up for prom. I have basicaly no cosmetic at home since my mom’s away. Well i actually do have some basic make up stuff. Anyway, i thought of going to a saloon to do my hair and make up. But second thought, it would be REALLY expensive. Besides, i think they’d normally put on thick make up. Other than that, i don’t really speak spanish, so it’ll be alot fo trouble telling them what i want.=.=

Luis and i are supposed to skip school tomorrow to do "something fun". But i guess it’s not gonna happen now since we have our buffer competition again tmr during lunch. School School. Tmr is the last day of school for seniors. MAny asked me how i feel. Honesly, i don’t feel anything in particular, besides feeling sleepy i mean.

I can’t think of what to cook when i finally have the gas back. GOSH.

I need to find something interesting to do. Prom this saturday. WooHoo!

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